Post by Fratomon on Jul 28, 2016 16:04:54 GMT -5
Ladies and Gentlemen, my name is Jake Frato, and welcome to the FINAL State of BB9 Address for this season. Now that the game is over, the funk that I was in following the debacle that was the Final HOH has officially been conquered. With that being said, lets get right into this.
As the past 48 hours have come and gone, I have become less and less enthusiastic about losing. I actually became boarder line angry. Now, as I said to Crulex, this was a mix of emotions for me. I REALLY don't care what you guys have to say about this, but this was my game. I was supposed to win this. Let me give you some insight into how I have played the game, probably the most major part of it: I DONT INTERACT WITH PEOPLE WHEN I DON'T HAVE TO. Why? Because it makes it that much easier to evict them when the time comes. In Big Brother 7, Brett was my guy who talked to several others while I spoke to him and one other person. He helped me get my plans and points across. In Big Brother 8, I spoke with Joe, Brad, and Crulex, and let them do the talking with other people (albeit I did a lot more on my own last season). Then, this season, I used MY CLUB as speaking tools with most of you, thus being social through vessels. I wasn't going to be fake with any of you, I wasn't going to lie to you. I left that to the people I worked with. I've never, EVER been a person to stab someone in the back, especially because I know how bad it can feel when you're just blindsided. I stab you in the front and I watch you bleed out.
I have played this game ruthlessly, aggressively, and with pure emotion for years...Until Amanda softened me. I would have been a thousand times more rude, crude, angry, boisterous, cocky, and whatever you want to call it if she hadn't made me care more for someone who wasn't in my alliance. Amanda did something I promised I'd never let anyone do again after what Alex did to me in Big Brother 7: I let someone who wasn't original on the inside...well, inside. To me, that's a great case for winning that she can make. I am not happy that she realistically didn't take the Bullet Club completely serious at first and maintained a relationship with Taylor and Ryan, but that's not for me to deal with. I may have found out thinks about Cody and Amanda and a few others wanting to leave the Bullet Club, but I hold no ill will over that. I wanted complete loyalty, but that's not something you get from everyone, at least not right away.
If it were not for being present with information that incriminated me, I have no doubt that I would have won this game sitting next to Cody. The complete 180 that was taken by that and how Amanda was put in and I sacrificed two of my votes in that jury shows that I give more of a shit about this game and keeping it fair than you people will ever believe. My Bullet Club broke no rules, but my insider information did, and that's why I came clean.
However, I in no way am surprised with the way the vote went out, I expected it to be much worse, and I harbor no real hard feelings. If you read over the final pleas you will see that Amanda tried to keep everyone happy while I tried my best not to be fake with people and give them all a chance to defend themselves. We played games that were vastly different and produced very similar results.
With this all said, I say thank you to the hosts and thank you to my fellow players. I may have been robbed of what was mine from the very beginning, but that is how it goes in Jake Frato's world when he plays these games. Murphy's Law reigns supreme. I regret absolutely nothing.
However, with how history continuously shows me screwed in some way, history always shows me returning from that.
I don't know when it'll be, but unfortunately...This isn't the last time these games have seen me.
As the past 48 hours have come and gone, I have become less and less enthusiastic about losing. I actually became boarder line angry. Now, as I said to Crulex, this was a mix of emotions for me. I REALLY don't care what you guys have to say about this, but this was my game. I was supposed to win this. Let me give you some insight into how I have played the game, probably the most major part of it: I DONT INTERACT WITH PEOPLE WHEN I DON'T HAVE TO. Why? Because it makes it that much easier to evict them when the time comes. In Big Brother 7, Brett was my guy who talked to several others while I spoke to him and one other person. He helped me get my plans and points across. In Big Brother 8, I spoke with Joe, Brad, and Crulex, and let them do the talking with other people (albeit I did a lot more on my own last season). Then, this season, I used MY CLUB as speaking tools with most of you, thus being social through vessels. I wasn't going to be fake with any of you, I wasn't going to lie to you. I left that to the people I worked with. I've never, EVER been a person to stab someone in the back, especially because I know how bad it can feel when you're just blindsided. I stab you in the front and I watch you bleed out.
I have played this game ruthlessly, aggressively, and with pure emotion for years...Until Amanda softened me. I would have been a thousand times more rude, crude, angry, boisterous, cocky, and whatever you want to call it if she hadn't made me care more for someone who wasn't in my alliance. Amanda did something I promised I'd never let anyone do again after what Alex did to me in Big Brother 7: I let someone who wasn't original on the inside...well, inside. To me, that's a great case for winning that she can make. I am not happy that she realistically didn't take the Bullet Club completely serious at first and maintained a relationship with Taylor and Ryan, but that's not for me to deal with. I may have found out thinks about Cody and Amanda and a few others wanting to leave the Bullet Club, but I hold no ill will over that. I wanted complete loyalty, but that's not something you get from everyone, at least not right away.
If it were not for being present with information that incriminated me, I have no doubt that I would have won this game sitting next to Cody. The complete 180 that was taken by that and how Amanda was put in and I sacrificed two of my votes in that jury shows that I give more of a shit about this game and keeping it fair than you people will ever believe. My Bullet Club broke no rules, but my insider information did, and that's why I came clean.
However, I in no way am surprised with the way the vote went out, I expected it to be much worse, and I harbor no real hard feelings. If you read over the final pleas you will see that Amanda tried to keep everyone happy while I tried my best not to be fake with people and give them all a chance to defend themselves. We played games that were vastly different and produced very similar results.
With this all said, I say thank you to the hosts and thank you to my fellow players. I may have been robbed of what was mine from the very beginning, but that is how it goes in Jake Frato's world when he plays these games. Murphy's Law reigns supreme. I regret absolutely nothing.
However, with how history continuously shows me screwed in some way, history always shows me returning from that.
I don't know when it'll be, but unfortunately...This isn't the last time these games have seen me.
