Diary Room

[jacob]

Welp I have already fucked up in this game haha, I forgot to post my introduction on time. GO ME. This week is so fucking chaotic with all these events and stuff, I just can't wait til Saturday and I have my life in order haha. Hopefully I can at least stay in this game that long, I've already started looking for some common ground with some people, and hopefully even though I can't compete in HOH, someone wins who will keep me safe?!

[jacob]

Week 1 Diary Room Questions:
1. What is your initial strategy for this game? To survive this first round haha. Probably not going to happen due to my schedule but we'll see! I'm just very annoyed because Jake Frato or whatever is literally the most immature person on the face of the earth. I honestly don't think he knows what fresh air is because his life seems to revolve around this game. He ignored my messages before campaigning to get me nominated, and like he's still holding a grudge from last year lmao?? It has literally been a year, does he have nothing better to do than hate someone online for a whole year?? It's pathetic in my opinion. I had NOTHING against him until he ignored me, like I would've been down to work with him but he's already got his little bitches who just listen to his lame ass. Pathetic and honestly makes me not want to play this game lol, I expect every game to be a NEW game, not just a fucking repeat.
2. Who is your closest ally thus far? Brendan?
3. Do you think that anyone lied to you in the first competition? Do you know that anyone lied to you in the first competition? I didn't compete so no
4. What was your favorite class in high school, and why? Oh god that's a long time ago. Probably Spanish 3 haha like all my friends had it together and it was great!

[jacob]

1. If you won HOH, which power would you use? Probably the one to save someone haha just so Brendan and I can get a break from the block
2. Who do you think has the best chance of winning the game at this moment? Lmao I have literally no clue...probably someone who is UTR now sooooo Ryan??
3. If you could hang out with one other HouseGuest in this game in real life, who would it be? Imma say Jake Frato because I just want a chance to understand him better, he's so complicated and mysterious to me lol.
4. If you had a whole day to just yourself, what would you do? This is basically my life over this entire summer because all my friends are in another state and my parents are at work every day SO I just watch a lot of Netflix lol rip

[Brett]

Jacob, what scares you most in this game?

[jacob]

Nothing scares me in this game, I know my place and everything is very clearly laid out haha. I'll be out soon and that's perfectly ok at this point. What ANNOYS me in this game is the fact that these people are all leading a witch hunt against me for no good reason other than the fact that I guess they are all mindless sheep?

[jacob]

why am i even in this game if everyone is just helping psycho jake win lmao

should i quit??? like how is this fun for anyone

[joepetz]

Dont quit. Its not over until you are out the door.

[jacob]

*crawls into a hole for the next 24 hours rip*

[joepetz]

Dan planned his funeral in solitary remember?

[jacob]

ye i thought about that haha
not sure if i'm quite on the same level/in a position to do anything similar, but i'll be thinking about my next course of action haha because what i've done up to this point doesn't seem to have worked

[jacob]

i have no comment about the state of delusion address
i honestly hope jake frato takes a year off from this game to reevaluate his life lmao

[jacob]

welp i hope i am good at the eviction comp this week haha because this veto is not something that i can win with my own skill
i know there's no way in hell that jake, and by extension trent, are gonna give me coins. i don't even know who the hell carleen or whatever is, and ryan/taylor are gonna try to help each other win lmao so i'm on my own which means no veto for jacob

[jacob]

welp me vs ryan
this is better than taylor at least i guess, taylor has been killing eviction comps haha. i don't even know if i'll be able to make it to the eviction/double eviction though, so this is probably my last day in the house. i'll be going out of town on friday to look for apartments for next school year so that's fun. and today's my birthday so at least i wasn't evicted before now haha. it'll be a relief being out of this game honestly, this combination of twist and cast didn't work for me, it's just a giant alliance of people who were friends before this?? like sorry i didn't come into the game with 5 friends who will blindly follow me lmao, oh well. my sanity will be restored by being out of here, it's just such a shitty feeling to have an entire game of people against you for no good reason, it makes me feel very unlikable haha. i would've loved to make it to the actual big brother part without this twist, and i would've loved to make it to jury, but some things just aren't meant to be. maybe i'll get another chance in another year without some of these people a nice, different cast would be great right about now haha

[Brett]

Well Jake has publicly stated many times that if he wins this year, he's done, so next season could be an entirely different dynamic. Best of luck this weekend, and if you do end up getting evicted this week, thank you so much for playing! We love having you in these games and we're grateful to have you playing with us.

[jacob]

honestly shocked to be in this game right now haha