Diary Room

[jacob]

welp rip reward challenge haha, was hoping that i could maybe get something useful but i'll stick with tryin for hoh now

lemme just clear my schedule and brush up on all my comp skills!! gotta win this one haha

[jacob]

well that worked out nicely haha, immunity is what i wanted and immunity is what i got

top 8 here i come! (i think that's right at least, the break has made me forget what week we're on haha)

[jacob]

i am very confused by these nominations haha

like crystal isn't on the block??? i'm trying to figure out if there's something bigger happening here LOL like was cody trying to just prevent either of us from competing in the veto?? because that didn't happen, and i mean if i win i have literally no reason to use it lol. and if someone else uses it, will crystal be the renom or is the plan to take out carleen?? i am just so lost, i mean is a bullet club member actually going to go home before me and crystal?? only time will tell

i guess i should try talking to cody and feeling out what he wants because when he had his whole reveal speech it made it seem like he was here to make sure jake won. IM JUST SURPRISED THERE HASNT BEEN A BLOWUP FROM ANYONE ABOUT THESE NOMS LIKE THATS WHAT MAKES ME THINK THIS IS PART OF SOME PLAN

god i swear this week is gonna get reset again lmao and i won't win immunity next time ugh that would be my luck

[jacob]

i am so disappointed in myself haha, i could've won this if i wasn't such a fuckup

pictures already hate me enough in these things, on my other proboards site i lose like every challenge involving pictures in any way LOL whether it's posting them, identifying things in them, whatever I JUST HAVE BAD LUCK WITH PICTURES. then on top of this i can't read apparently SO i am just a mess

I'm adding NHL/NFL to my list of messups which also includes the question about BB15 MVP a few POVs ago and probably something else too!!!!!!!

now Crystal will probably get backdoored or something and I couldn't prevent it from happening </3

[jacob]

oh i am also SHOCKED.................SHOCKED that Brad was at a challenge?? I literally did not even think he was a real person until today, I thought it was just some account that Jake logged into when it was time to vote lol. Well on second thought, maybe it still is, Jake wasn't playing in the comp at the same time haha. I mean Brad literally has like 9 posts or something on this site, I have never seen him come out from the shadows before. SO THAT WAS SURPRISING

[jacob]

This next HOH/POV will be everything for me haha, if I can just send one person in their alliance home before me, it ruins their whole little plan of being the last ones standing all together, and that's a win in my book! So I'm hoping my competition skills aren't all used up This week can be for Brendan, Red, Ryan, Taylor, Isaac, Crystal, and anyone else who I could be forgetting lol. Or it could all be a total flop and I could be on my way to the jury house very soon! Either option is entirely possible, and honestly neither sounds like a great loss LOL so I'm just gonna have fun with it

[jacob]

WELL I've done what I could, hopefully the placement doesn't end up fucking me over haha

Now off to dinner

[jacob]

well that happened

there's a very good chance that this is finally the end of the road for me haha unless the pov goes my way

and i mean there's always a one in a million chance that amanda doesn't nominate me and makes a big move instead, i mean i've liked her more than the rest of the bullet club this whole time, and i'm pretty sure she'll be their next target after me SO maybe she'll wake up and take out one of the mindless numbers

[jacob]

Back on the block :') This feels more normal haha, this is where I'm used to being in this game! Obviously I wanted to be safe, but that didn't seem to be happening with Amanda for some reason lol, I still don't really understand her thought process but oh well. At least I'm playing in veto, hopefully I can channel all of my challenge skills into this one competition.

[jacob]

AHHHHH i am so excited haha i literally cannot contain myself right now haha someone should've seen my reaction

This might be my favorite moment of the game so far haha, I think originally it was my eviction comp/pov/hoh win marathon, but this hopefully takes the cake because someone from the bullet club will HOPEFULLY be leaving this week. i haven't really kept up with how many more powers are floating around out there LOL, but if all goes well then someone will be walking out that door, and then I can win HOH and send another one out right behind them :*

I just am so happy ugh, I would've hated myself if I had lost that LOL I love puzzles and anything like that so I mean I should've even finished it quicker tbh but I'll take what I can get!!! My brain hurts now tho I need a break

[jacob]

Well this is all bittersweet now haha

Final 6, but can't play in HOH next round
2 Bullet Club members gone, but it's the 2 that i'm still not convinced are real people and not like Jake's split personality accounts or something

I'll be stressed as hell sitting on the sidelines for this next comp, but I mean the outcome doesn't really matter for me LOL I'm going up on the block no matter what. It'll just be interesting to see who wins, who they put up next to me, and who the renom is once I win that veto. Then maybe someone who is actually a threat will go LOL I just want Jake/Cody/Carleen to be out since they actually show up!!!!

I'm hardcore regretting the fact that it takes a full day to drive home from school haha, I could've collected these powers and been stacked this whole game!! But I had to move out, so oh welllllllll
I have a feeling my time has run out, I've probably said that before haha, but IDK I just don't know what the next veto could possibly be, I'm just trying to stay positive and hope it's something else I'm good at. But I'm not 100% sold on that, gotta be realistic while still trying to keep that fight alive. It's a tough balance.

[joepetz]

Hardly anyone sent me the secret number for that competition - i think maybe 4 nor more than 5. Anyway, Cody was pretty close so the odds were not in your favor.

[jacob]

And clearly after that last veto I am not good at guessing numbers

[jacob]

Andddd I have fallen</3

I realized today that I wouldn't even be here for one of the weeks of the game LOL, something came up and I'll be out of town/not really able to get online very much, so maybe this is for the best now. Sixth might be better than 4th, 4th would be so close that it would hurt lol.

I just hate that they're all gonna be so smug now!!!!!! Ugh I'll get to talk to people in the jury house though that's exciting

[Brett]

Jacob, thank you so much for playing this game. You know that I really appreciate having you on this cast, and I think you were a fantastic player this year. I have my opinions about the Bullet Club, as do you, but I'll save those until the end of the game

You survived the odds and did very well in this game, I would have to say it was one of the best performances I've seen in this game considering your circumstances.

But for now, your job is to help decide who wins this game. The Jury House password is JS8HN2.