Post by doolgirl on Jun 8, 2016 16:49:20 GMT -5
Week 5 Diary Room Questions:
1. Rank all of the HouseGuests in the order of how much you trust them.
-Casey
-Jake
-Ryan
-Taylor
-Adam
-Trent
-Carleen
-Brad
-Isaac
-Crystal
-Jacob
It's so funny how quickly things change in this game. I wanted so bad to be in a long lasting allinace with Taylor and Ryan, but once Jake presented me with the opportunity to join his larger alliance I could NOT turn it down especially with the twist this season. And in a matter of days I went from getting really close to Ryan to him refusing to respond to my messages. It makes me really sad. I never lied to him, but I withheld information. I kept hoping the twist would end and I could somehow turn things to work with him, but I really trust Casey and Jake and I cannot turn on them either. I was hoping Ryan would be cool enough to move past the game and we could still be friends, but it's not looking that way and I am seriously sad over it. It's so stupid to be sad over losing an internet friend that I barely knew for a few weeks, but I am SAD. I lost sleep this week about it. It really genuinely sucks and idk how to get him to talk to me. I won't turn into the annoying person so I sent him one final message and I guess if I never here from him again then that is that. I clearly considered him more of a friend then he did me. Sorry for the rant, but I really have no where else to put this. I trust Jake completely but he isn't good at being sympathic with me and my worries.
2. What do you think has been the most important moment in this game so far?
This weeks vote was the most important so far. I could have potentially changed things. Or even Isaac could have, but him and I both stayed true to Jake and now should hopefully solidify things though I am sure the hosts have plans to change things up. I don't know why I torture myself and play these things ha.
3. Who would you like to be sitting next to at the Final 2?
Until a few days ago I wanted to be at the end with Ryan, but now that he is ignroing me and we clearly are done my next ideal person is Casey. Then it would be Jake. I would be happy sitting next to either of them.
4. What major worldwide/national news event has had the most social or emotional impact on you, and why?
Well from my post in the bedroom I am sure you can tell currently the standford rape case is my most emotional impact. I was sexually assaulted when I was 17yrs old by a boy I knew very well. I never told any for years because I thought it was somehow my fault because that is what we as a society have embedded into the minds of women. I finally realized it was wrong and told someone when I was 20. I now know i did nothing wrong he did. It messed with me for several years and there are times I still find myself freaking out or getting very nervous when I should have no reason to. I used to never talk about it, but I talk about it a lot now espeically being an RN who works in pediatrics. Pediatrics includes a lot of girls (and sometimes boys) that have been sexually assaulted and are too ashamed to tell anyone. I hope that my story can help others.
There have been a ton of other ones but I am sure you don't want to hear me ramble even more.
1. Rank all of the HouseGuests in the order of how much you trust them.
-Casey
-Jake
-Ryan
-Taylor
-Adam
-Trent
-Carleen
-Brad
-Isaac
-Crystal
-Jacob
It's so funny how quickly things change in this game. I wanted so bad to be in a long lasting allinace with Taylor and Ryan, but once Jake presented me with the opportunity to join his larger alliance I could NOT turn it down especially with the twist this season. And in a matter of days I went from getting really close to Ryan to him refusing to respond to my messages. It makes me really sad. I never lied to him, but I withheld information. I kept hoping the twist would end and I could somehow turn things to work with him, but I really trust Casey and Jake and I cannot turn on them either. I was hoping Ryan would be cool enough to move past the game and we could still be friends, but it's not looking that way and I am seriously sad over it. It's so stupid to be sad over losing an internet friend that I barely knew for a few weeks, but I am SAD. I lost sleep this week about it. It really genuinely sucks and idk how to get him to talk to me. I won't turn into the annoying person so I sent him one final message and I guess if I never here from him again then that is that. I clearly considered him more of a friend then he did me. Sorry for the rant, but I really have no where else to put this. I trust Jake completely but he isn't good at being sympathic with me and my worries.
2. What do you think has been the most important moment in this game so far?
This weeks vote was the most important so far. I could have potentially changed things. Or even Isaac could have, but him and I both stayed true to Jake and now should hopefully solidify things though I am sure the hosts have plans to change things up. I don't know why I torture myself and play these things ha.
3. Who would you like to be sitting next to at the Final 2?
Until a few days ago I wanted to be at the end with Ryan, but now that he is ignroing me and we clearly are done my next ideal person is Casey. Then it would be Jake. I would be happy sitting next to either of them.
4. What major worldwide/national news event has had the most social or emotional impact on you, and why?
Well from my post in the bedroom I am sure you can tell currently the standford rape case is my most emotional impact. I was sexually assaulted when I was 17yrs old by a boy I knew very well. I never told any for years because I thought it was somehow my fault because that is what we as a society have embedded into the minds of women. I finally realized it was wrong and told someone when I was 20. I now know i did nothing wrong he did. It messed with me for several years and there are times I still find myself freaking out or getting very nervous when I should have no reason to. I used to never talk about it, but I talk about it a lot now espeically being an RN who works in pediatrics. Pediatrics includes a lot of girls (and sometimes boys) that have been sexually assaulted and are too ashamed to tell anyone. I hope that my story can help others.
There have been a ton of other ones but I am sure you don't want to hear me ramble even more.