Jury House

[Spideynerd]

This game means a lot to him. He invested a lot of time in planning out the Bullet Club, and how things would go. Basically everything that happened in this game was exactly how he wanted it to go (minus the final 3 thing). It means a lot to him because he wants to win one of these games for once. He has been screwed every time he has played, and yes, most of the time it was his fault. He wants those bragging rights, even if this game WAS for money, he would want to win for bragging rights.

But I'm done trying to explain why he wants to win to you. You should ask him yourself. That is what jury questioning is for, to learn more about the things that make no sense to you. This means just as much to Amanda though, not nearly as much as it does to Jake... But it means a lot to her as well. Which is why I'm glad I'm not there in the end. I would have put up a fight, sure, but I never wanted to win this game. I knew there was a slight possibility if I sat next to Jake I'd win, but I never wanted the win, ever. These two, they wanted it more than anyone I had talked to in the game (well, Brendan wanted it... But he got way out of hand). These two deserve to be your final 2, and I am glad to have helped them achieve that goal.

[lassidoggy]

So he's really that obsessed with the game? God, he needs a life

[Spideynerd]

I mentioned Amanda had my vote a couple days ago. That has sense changed. While I still stand by Amanda making the best move in the game, she failed to explain her game as I knew it. Jake gave exactly what I asked, and finally did something it took him all game to admit... The Bullet Club was my idea. I let him have the reigns because he is a good guy, and he always deserved to win a game over me. I don't think he'll win this game, but I needed to say that my mind has changed.

[ryanb34]

The only thing that I didn't understand in his summary was that he said that Crystal was backdoored in week 7 while Jacob was still in the house. Was that true? Why wouldn't you guys have backdoored Jacob?

[jacob]

I got immunity from the HOH competition

[Spideynerd]

Yeah, we couldn't nominate Jacob that week. As runner up in the HOH Comp he was immune.

[ryanb34]

Oh okay, thanks for the clarification.

[Spideynerd]

I just want to make it crystal clear to everyone here. I respect Amanda's game. Some where between her picking Jake and early this morning she convinced herself that I was my intention to convince her Jake deserved this win. I NEVER had that intention. I didn't even have the intention to make you guys view Jake in a better light.

My mind was made up early on that I was going to vote for Amanda. Her constantly telling me she was afraid she was going to lose and a combination of Jake's speech being exactly what I wanted, my vote went to Jake. This whole thing has caused a rift in whatever friendship Amanda and I had had, because she thought I made it my mission in this game to make her realize Jake would win.

What I'm saying is nothing relevant now, I just wanted to express what I've said to be true. Amanda played a wonderful game, and she deserves this game just as much as Jake, I've always believed that. If I've come across as pro Jake and anti Amanda, I apologize, because that was never my intent. Sorry for this rant, but I needed to say it after what happened between me and Amanda last night and this morning.